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Decisions... Let's see. We are free to do good, right? That's why sometimes, before I act or do something, I'm asking myself, " Is this a bad thing to do?" I think i didn't do anything evil. But sometimes, the thing that you think is good, maybe it's not heavenly good after all. Yes, it is not a bad thing... at first. But as the time goes by, you'l realize that what you think is good will turn into evil. That's why prevention is better than cure. Why am I writing this? I'm just stressed. Hirap-maghabol-ng-lessons, man! Do I have to drop myself? but if i do, my first semester will be a waste of money. But if i do not, am i able to catch up with my lessons? I'm not a smarty-pants. I'm just a nerd!hehe. am I? i just want to relax for a moment. Anyways, decision-making is hard. I remember my killer course, NSTP... again. (nstp, according to our handsome director of nstp, is not a subject. rather, it's a course.) I have a lot of decisions to make. Oh men, now I know how Alliana, our president during my first year highschool life, felt. Others think that responsibility is just putting your name in the bulletin board as a president or something. Dude, if you just know what responsibility is about, you might die. duh. Over naman te! hahaha! Maybe my classmates knew the hardship I've come through those days. They can see it physicaaly. I go to school with a haggard hair, haggard face but still beautiful as ever, haggard uniform... Hindi ah! pinaplantsa ko naman unifom ko. di naman ako ganun ka-haggard. So, you see, the power of decision making thru leadership is hard. Mali na po ata topic ko. they don't relate or connect to each other, is it? Whatever!