"Good morning charlesians!..."-gush! a high-pitched voice screeching in the shool of St. Charles Academy! I'm doing my best as I can as a PRO in english but i suck! i don't know if I'm going to like my voice. well, i hate it. You know, when we were campaigning, charlesians greet me when i pass by..."mornin' ate!"...i feel that they like me. But then, I think they regret for voting me. For crying out loud, I hate a high-pitched voice! wohoho... i can't control it especially when i'm shy,and nervous.what should I do? I can't calm down! well, I can't!(help!)
I think others are laughing,making fun of me, and oh-copying my voice! It's kinda ouchy..but others understand me. As for me, I enjoy what I'm doing. I may not have proper breathing(is that what you call proper breathing or something? i can't remember what's the correct term)Yes, I enjoy! They like me or not, I'll do what I have to do. It is hard to be criticized by someone or... by all. I never felt this before. This...this oh-humiliation! But now, I'm going to stand firm. I'll do my best. And this is the thing I can do. I'll still smile...smile til' the end. I love my job! I can do this.Yes, I can!
Anyway, today is the day Joffa was inviting me in her sibling's birthday party. My group, which is the Chronix, was also invited. Lot of us accepted the invitation.But I can't go. It's just that I am not allowed to go in any house of my classmate. Oh, what a life! As a lady, I understand my situation-my girly situation and family. And... last night, I was thinking of that guy.Well, he's my "Usui" but I think I'm not his Misaki Ayuzawa(they're an anime characters!they're one of my favorites..and Usui is cool, and rocks,.. and cool!). If I could just be that girl. Oh heavens! Another different topic! but i mean it. I think I'm just a girl like other girls. He's just my inspiration. But God first, and family, and my love ones.
How I wish I could be Misaki Ayuzawa!
This is for today. It seems that this computer is my best friend...well, people are more trustworthy than this.. bye. see ya next day!
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