PRAYERS NOT CURSES

I thank God for everything even if I die right here, right now. It’s because I have taste the sweet life given to me. -But please, not yet! I want to become a sister someday! (Chuckle) Sure?
I thank Him even if I’m the most moron in the world, even if I eat red ants for the rest of my life, even if I have flu-virus disease, even if I have never known everything. It’s because I have life. But you know what, that’s disgusting! I mean God will never give us a cross that we can’t take. Every problem has a solution. So be it.
I have always thought it would be a blessing if each pers on could be deaf and blind for a few days during his early adult life. Darkness would make him appreciate sight; silence would teach him the joys of sound.
Appreciation. That’s the thing that keeps me moving. You know, most of us don’t want to read an article for the reason that it’s darn bored-some. ”Ahh! Alam ko na to. Ito nanaman. Napakacommon na ito eh. Tiyaka kilala ko na kung pa’no gumawa ng article ‘to. Panget! OA!” –These are the hidden vicious thoughts in the minds of most people. Judge people not according to their I.Q., neither their popularity. Judge them according to the content of the article. Be fair. Read it all though it bores you so much to the max.
That’s why don’t be idle to read. I just want to let you know that this might bored you but Man! I’m rushing! Can’t give it more sense.
Lesson? I have no idea. I mean look around you. Look at your seatmate. Isn’t she beautiful? Look everywhere, then you’ll see the wonders of you know, God. But I say to you, whoever reads this, a man is born with unique skills and talents. It is then that if he’s not good at this, he might be good in dancing cha-cha. See yah!

I BEG YOU, SIR!

Crap!
"Relax, dude."
Look at me. I look insane. Why such things as this happen to me? I'm so stupid. If only I'll listen to you then I'll not get hurt. I'm so stupid, so stupid!"

To tell you the truth,... I wasn't inlove.
In fact, I'm afraid I'm going to fail. From Rank stupid to rank more stupid. I can't stand it anymore. I didn't do my blog for December not because I took it for granted.
Fine! I confess. Not that I took it for granted but I let someone type my blog. I can't blame her for not posting it. Maybe it's her first time. You see, I'm quite hustled doing this. I am always ashame seeing at my computer teacher.
"Sir, pa-sit in"
"Sir, pa-sit in"
"Sir, pa-sit in"
Almost everyweek of his life, I always do this. But then I think it's just right to do this.
"Para naman sulit! At least ako, ito lang."
I'm doing my best. Perhaps, not enough.
Last December 25 is not quite good. My sister cried, I miss my grandma and father, we're not complete! And the worst part is, we're not used to it. You know, eating together, exchanging gifts, playing together as a whole, happy face... But it's fine. It's part of my life.
I feel like down-trodden. Bad mood, Bad air(literally, because the person seat beside me stinks!)

I'm not telling you that I'm angry. I'm just really not in good mood since I saw my damn testpapers in science. Crap! Then now my blog! I don't mean to forget it or something. Last month and last week, I reminded my friend to do my blog for December. But Man! I checked my blog and I saw nothing. Please sir. I beg you! Spare me! No equivalent grade? Sir, please.








By the way, thanks For reading my awful blog ever.

anxious.cold sweat.mental block. man! What's going on? I'm so dizzy recovering my blog. I feel like I have ebola virus spreading and taken from the air!air-borne indeed! cRAP! If only I'm a billionaire so that I can buy Apple macintosh(?) laptop with special broadband. I love making it but i'm lock of time and money.
Anyway, what's up?...
I always think about people around me, the judgment of people, and their influences. You know, we are different to each other. and that diferrence creates discrimination. ... nxt tym n lng po

Chapter One... garsh!

Fwuhhh. At last! For how many weeks, I forgot my e-mail address. Man, it took me two hours to figure it out here in Computer lab. Anyway, hi.
Let's get it serious. I mean I want to try writing novel. So, I'll start it here, my very first novel.. hehe.

Refreshing morning oh, so sweet!
"bangon kila, Peter(my brother). Na-late tila. Apera yo!,"YELLING AT THEM IS NOT NICE BUT i HAVE TO FOR THEM TO WAKE UP. Then after my brother's bath, he hurried to dress.
"Ate, apera yo met. Ag ki ni anames!,"he also yelled at me without looking what's he's grabbing. I saw something in his hand, poured it all over his shoulders. "Ageehh!!! Antuya!" as he smelled his hands ha again shouted.
"Ate, Shampoo yung nailagay ko . Akala ko lotion."
I was laughing so hard. Because of such hurry, he did not even dared to look what's his using. It's really quarter to seven o'clock and we're almost late. I'm almost late! Good thing we still made it.ih my, one minute before we're late. Thank God.

"Mornin'" It's so nice. Always as it is. A fantastic catholic school with great teachers and classmates. It's perfect.
In the afternoon, Sir mau called me. I'm wondering why. Did i do something wrong?something offensive? you know, I'm not optimistic. That's why lot of my friends thought I'm like crazy. When I'm standing in front of Sir with Joffa smiling, "Are you willing to join the quiz bee for division level?" I thought I heard wrong, I thought I'm going to jump again and again. I wish I could say yes that time without hesitation. The fact is, I want to but what if I can't. "Sir, kahit matalo?" it's a humiliating question yet I asked."ha, oo." and then he leaved.

Now,I'm sitting inside the classroom,in my chair, wondering, confused. "hOW CAN THIS BE?," hesitantly asking myself, imitating Angelo's voice but it was just in my mind. "Joffa, sigurado ka?""Oo, naman.""Joppie!"Calling out her name with my unsure lips if I'm going to grab this second time division level contest I've ever been through.

"Kaya ko 'to joffa. Sana."as we went to the faculty to get our reviewer and I did'nt entered the room for some reasons that I think I must think about.

Shortcut please...( It's harder than I thought! I wish I could write a terrific novel with such damn words!")
Division day...
"Man, Joffa, I quit!" trying to kid her is uneasy sometimes. She's busy texting. No matter. I just watchod others preparing for Reader's theatre. I'm bored. When THe program started, I'm completely bored and sleepy. But when Charlesians were on the stage, I'm again alive having the feeling that I resurrected. he he..

Now, it's time for us. ... Us to lose. Yeah dude. "Ate, huwag kayong mag-alala mananalo tayo," Syed Adrian chuckled after saying this then afterwards, he's planning for regional contest. He's nuts. And hillarious. and awesome. No wonder he's the Mr.SCA.

And at the end, we're leaving happy for we are thechampions in readers' theatre though in quiz bee, we lose.

Septyemberrrro

I'm rushin'... It's almost six o'clock. Now, I'm having so many flashbacks.
Septyembrero.. oh yeah.

hmmm... I remember the moment about the gods and goddesses."I am Nyx, blah blah blah.." he he... It's just that I'm too much prepared for my heart-dying presentation. but what happened is, I totally freaked out deep inside myself. "I can't do this. I should cut some lines,"telling myself that accidentally I cut off the most important paragraphs(I think!). It's a big deal. It's 15% of our total grades. And for my reflection, I'm ashamed for what I have written. I just can't hide it. If ever I have the courage to say sorry to sir, I'll do it personally. If I could just say that...

Anyway, after all of this, most of my classmates are going to Manaoag. Gush, I'm so amazed seeing Daniel how to act. He's very talented and well, bright. Same with others, they're awesome. It's just like I'm watching lots of star actresses and actors on LIVe and personal. What a great pleasure to meet this guys. Just looking at them makes me happy, of course.Then after all of their great performance in Manaoag, I'm shocked about the gossips(?) about what happened to Reyal. My hair stand straight hearing the scary stories about his picture. Man, I don't want to talk about it anymore. Bad spirits really exist. But if you believe and trust in God, nothing bad will happen.

Sci-Math... ahhh? What exactly happened in this celebration?
I... I don't remember,
What I'm doing now is that I'm with Levie And Sahara,
Rushing on my way,
Can't be more creative on what I say.
I'm on a rush dude,
I'm not in my mood,
Maybe this sucks,
but next time, you'll see my innovative... ahhh?what's next?
Man, I'm on a rush.
Well see ya next october
I can't make it too longer,
It's on-the-spot, my friend(of course, as usual),
I apologize for this maybe my best.

Bye bye ... and Thank You




THANK GOD!!!

Go! Fight! Win! VIPERS!

Oh my... I do not know where to start. It's been so many memories but one thing caught my soul-INTRAMS!Specifically, Basketball girls.
I'm going to play table tennis but my interest in basketball grabbed me to register in that game. I'm super shocked when Levie, Zyrel, and Katrina are going to join also. Wow! What a shrimp!-(my common expression). I'm so glad we have a first year varsity player in our GreeN vIpers team. Man, it's a good thing we have Mariella De Guzman. For some reasons I kinda admired her. she's totally awesome. She's simple for me though she acts like a guy but cool. She's cute with her short silky hair. A first year student trained I think seven fourth year students! It's just fine. What do we expect... She's a varsity player. oh, I also dedicated a short poem for her...
"Mariella"
She's cute, adorable,
And I can say that she's simple,
Though she acts like a cool guy,
She's so nice, oh my!

Admiring her is not that hell weird;
In fact, I'm inspired;
I'm kinda in love with her;
She's like my favorite flower.

A simple but rock basketball player,
Cool isn't?Not weird...
I'm not only inspired but also impressed
With her awesome passion she was gifted.
"Go, GREENN VIPERSS!!!"
It wakens my body when we were cheered up. Sometimes my eyes were lingering somewhere, anywhere! And every time I woke up after resting for moments in my smell-like-yeast classroom and going out to watch my teammates, I always see Sir Morris. "Wow... Si sir, suportadong-suportado sa Blue Phoenix...,"I whispered it in my mind that suddenly I remembered him watching the Phoenix basketball girls and also, us on Game 3 or let say, the last game .When I'm playing, I'm quite not sure what to do. I felt like I'm shrinking. I do not know how to shoot the ball. I don't know how to dribble it nicely. I do not know the rules. I do not know what to do. I'm completely a Beginner! Most of us are beginners. But what a surprise! We have two wins and one lose. Often times, I'm daydreaming that while playing I could shoot the ball for Three-points! And every three-points are SwakKk! I mean excellent. Then for the last time I'll shoot, It's for the win. THen again, Swakkk! tHREE-POINTS! then after all of the sudden, they'll direct me to the hospital for I used all my incredible powers! see, what a silly daydream. My old friends and classmates can't believe that I'm going to join the basketball. Why such a nice and quiet girl are going to play it? I'm not that person... Somehow, people change. And maybe, I'm one of them.
By the way, After all of these exhausting exposure, I remembered about the play-you know, how frog goes to heaven(is that the right title? I'm not sure with it). I think there will be no rest on Sunday. I'm dead tired. Well, I have to help though I'm not one of the characters.
So this is it!My last game in my high school life. And I've totally nailed it 'coz I'm thirsty for heart-racing games. I almost forgot--- Long time, No type, dude!

aGuztoH..

Ohayo Guzaimasu!!!
Konichiwa!!!
Dai sho bu Des!!
Whatever!!!

August has been too busy. Yes, it was. now I'm not quiet sure what to type. Well, where should I start?
I think my fully-loaded brain gave up. I forgot the good moments I'm with my classmates. It's been one year that we're together. Well, This is the month for "Buwan ng Wika" and I'm so happy that my funny idol, David was so confident. What's with that? I'm lucky I'm a PRO in english and I'm just beside him whenever the proverb in every day has to be said. Oh, he's awesome. he makes me laugh all the time inside and out making my guts burst out. he he... He's natural.
Anyway, where are we? It's been a long time ago when you have teach us a lesson in a class. But you know that we're learning. I'm learnin'! Well, to be a fourth year student is a big challenge. I once said that I'll grab any opportunity comes in my fourth year life... I love the way Sir morris are.
This is for this August. Aguztoh ko Everybody! I love my classmates. So, see yah.