I BEG YOU, SIR!

Crap!
"Relax, dude."
Look at me. I look insane. Why such things as this happen to me? I'm so stupid. If only I'll listen to you then I'll not get hurt. I'm so stupid, so stupid!"

To tell you the truth,... I wasn't inlove.
In fact, I'm afraid I'm going to fail. From Rank stupid to rank more stupid. I can't stand it anymore. I didn't do my blog for December not because I took it for granted.
Fine! I confess. Not that I took it for granted but I let someone type my blog. I can't blame her for not posting it. Maybe it's her first time. You see, I'm quite hustled doing this. I am always ashame seeing at my computer teacher.
"Sir, pa-sit in"
"Sir, pa-sit in"
"Sir, pa-sit in"
Almost everyweek of his life, I always do this. But then I think it's just right to do this.
"Para naman sulit! At least ako, ito lang."
I'm doing my best. Perhaps, not enough.
Last December 25 is not quite good. My sister cried, I miss my grandma and father, we're not complete! And the worst part is, we're not used to it. You know, eating together, exchanging gifts, playing together as a whole, happy face... But it's fine. It's part of my life.
I feel like down-trodden. Bad mood, Bad air(literally, because the person seat beside me stinks!)

I'm not telling you that I'm angry. I'm just really not in good mood since I saw my damn testpapers in science. Crap! Then now my blog! I don't mean to forget it or something. Last month and last week, I reminded my friend to do my blog for December. But Man! I checked my blog and I saw nothing. Please sir. I beg you! Spare me! No equivalent grade? Sir, please.








By the way, thanks For reading my awful blog ever.

anxious.cold sweat.mental block. man! What's going on? I'm so dizzy recovering my blog. I feel like I have ebola virus spreading and taken from the air!air-borne indeed! cRAP! If only I'm a billionaire so that I can buy Apple macintosh(?) laptop with special broadband. I love making it but i'm lock of time and money.
Anyway, what's up?...
I always think about people around me, the judgment of people, and their influences. You know, we are different to each other. and that diferrence creates discrimination. ... nxt tym n lng po